MY LAST LOVE

To : Wendy Lim Shi Yun <3 i="">

Thank you for your support. My blog has been deserted for years.
The posts are rather emo-ish and childish. So yeah. Dont laugh ! 
I LOVE YOU ! MUACKS ! <3 i="">

Helpless

Why am i always in this situation?

My heart is bleeding..

It's hurt yet again..

Every now and then crying out to her name.

The state i am in now...

Its terrible..

Its bad..

I'm in enough shit myself alr..

Yet i'm thrown into a r/s jail...

I needa get out of here...

I needa get free from this struggle..

But how long more?

I simply jus want you back..

You were right..

I'v came to rely on you heavily..

Shit..

Korea hopefully this may..

Loads of saving ups to be done..

Recruiting people for the korea trip..

Anyone interested may feel free to let me know..

It'll be awesome !

back from holidays..

now the starting of 2 years of regimental police life..

loads of frens says they are having fun and loving it in there..

guess i'v gotta go experience it for myself...

was having dinner with mum at hub when i bump into dason and co.

they mentioned seeing alot of sandrina in amk..

for a moment i couldn't regco that name..

then i remembered..

that girl..

yeah..

memories started flowing back but then hey..

didn't i benefited so much from the breakup?

look at the life i'm having now..

it's awesome..

dun need no girl to burden me..

time to pack..

fcuk.. clementi..

for the next 6 weeks..

oh gosh..

back from thailand..

its quite boring..

considered myself flushing 720 bucks down the bowl..

but still there are moments of fun and satisfaction..

next stop malaysia...

hope it'll be better..

u finally made me understood something,

something i could never have understood while i was with you..

love did not exsist..

its all jus fantasys all these long..

it's time to start loving myself..

Even if the sky is falling down down down...

Awesome song yeaa?

Personal Favourite since it came out on air..

Esp at the clubs..

Would love to get this song out to her..

But wad are my chances?

hahas..

Wooo.. The rain's stopped..

Time to go fishing..

Hopefully it will be my first yet not last time. =)

Life in Tekong is coming to an end for me..

POP-ing on the 9th Dec..

Will be doing quite abit of travelling after graduating..

First stop.. Bangkok for 5 days..

Then KL for 4 days..

Can't wait man... ;)